*sigh* so this week has been really f*cked up.
i'll apolagize now; 1. for the spelling mistake and 2. for not being on for the whole week. i know that i've left a few people hanging and i'm really sorry.

well, i guess i can describe the week for yew.

MONDAY: my dad announces that he's divorcing my step-mother. they've been married for 9 years and i've hated her since i met her 10 years ago. so should i be happy? i really don't know it's really messed up. like it was out of no where. and i seemed to be upset about it, for some reason. but the weird thing is that she's still living in the same house as us for the next month or so... talk about awkward.

TUESDAY: i've known this for a while, but my best friend(i mean like my BEST friend) might be put on the streets cause her parents can't pay the mortgage cause their work won't pay them... it's really comfusing, but that hit me pretty hard.

WEDNESDAY: a really good friend of mine who moved away calls me upset and she had a knife at her throat and she wanted to commit suicide. i managed to get her to stop and convince her to hang with me yesterday. after i got off the phone, i just lost it and broke down halfway up the stairs.

THURSDAY: most of the day was alright until towards the end. my best friend came up to me in tears. apparenlty my other friend was ignoring her and she didn't know what she did wrong. we both hate it when that happens.

FRIDAY: well, it really wasn't that bad. i had my dads "girlfriend" come over to dinner and movies with her 11 year old daughter... let's just say i was in tears after it was done. i don't have anything against them, really. it's just that they were too nice. like Thereasa (the "girlfriend") was trying to make a connection with me, but i just... idk. i've never really had a mother in my life and i guess the thought of having her for one sorta scares me. and her daughter is really immature. not the sort of dirty-minded type like me, but the kiddish sort, if you know what i mean. i just couldn't really get a long with her.
...this is going to be hard...


so yea, that was my week. pretty messed up, isn't it? saturday was probably the only relaxing day i had. and that was fun xD let's just say i acted like i was REALLY drunk, even though i didn't have any alcohol in my system. my friend tried to run me over with her moms truck... boi that was fun.

so no one has to worry about me leaving... i can't go on the exchange student program anymore. 1. i can't afford it, since this whole mess unravled this week. and 2. i can't be away from my dad for a whole year after what has happened.
i'll just go to the UK when i'm older xD

i just noticed, even though i haven't been on much recently, i've gotten over 3 000 pageviews. talk about exciting. at least that made my day xD

anywho, i have no clue when i'll be on next; the computer is in her room and she's on it whenever she can, so i have no clue. as for drawings, it might not be until the beginning of December before i get some new ones up.

toodlez

~Emily~